Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Lost in translation



I try to share my experience about Tokyo with you. I try to be open to the world, and to absorb knowledge. There are not many movies that I can link with Japan, but Lost in Translation by Sophia Coppola is one of them.
I watched that movie when it was shown on cinemas, I was mesmerized by clarity with the floating feeling of lost. And of course, I didn’t understand any Japanese.
I think about re-watching it, I was curious about the effect of my experience with Japan. It was obvious that I would think differently, because I have changed with years, and because I know a little about Japan, living in Japan, and because I know a little Japanese.
The things that I haven’t notice before, or things that I didn’t care before

·         The scene when to foreigners meet in a crowded elevator, I thought that I was a scene to make the 2 main characters to notice each other. Now, I think it is a familiar scene, I smile most of the time when I see a foreigner like me in Japan, I feel like we are friends in a way, with the experience of Japan.

·         Little translation, it was a scene when Bill Murray was shooting an advertisement with a Japanese director and a translator who connects them. I was lost in translation when I first watched, now I understand the conversations. It is a typical scene in my life too. I ask a question, there are many words used as explanation or as respectful way to express. In the end I just receive the answer and miss all the explanations.

·         The scene where Charlotte calls a friend, I thought it was about the feeling of disconnection with life and friends. Now, I think it is more a perspective thing. Because that we are in Tokyo, and interesting city, everybody expects us to be super happy, having fun or so... We also have bad days, need some sympathy but sometimes fail to receive any.

These are the big items that I have noticed, but there is a phrase that is true for me on some dark days. It is a line from Bill Murray:
It is not fun, it is just really really different.

Cheers,
Ece

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

Japanese Cheesecake



Crusty bottom and cheesy creamy sweet dream dessert. This is my understanding of a cheesecake. There must be a crusty bottom and cheese filling…
As usual, Japan has other plans for me to widen my world of cheesecakes. Japan is full of surprises for me.
There are some cheesecakes, with little crusty bottom, but with big creamy cheese filling lighter that what I expect…
There are some mushi cheese cakes, which is an actual moist cake with the taste of creamy cheese filling. It is like a cake version of the filling…. Yummy…And, healthy-ish, mushi means steamed.


There are some cheese soufflé cakes with caramel on top. Wow wow what a dessert, right? There is thin cake layer at the bottom not a crust layer, and on top there is cheese filling cooked as soufflé I guess, and some caramel on top….
What a new world to taste. It looks like a cheesecake but there is somethings different and delicious on the inside… From bottom to top, it is not a cheese cake…though, It makes me happy like eating a regular cheese cake does.

Messing with my head. I really like cheesecake, my understating of a regular cheese cake with crusty bottom and cheese filling, a real classic which is always a la mode…

I also like other version also. What am I going to do…?
I am going to eat more and more until I decide which one my favorite is.

Cheers,
Ece

Thursday, September 17, 2015

Living abroad in peoples mind



Living abroad in peoples mind
I live abroad. I work abroad. I am living many other aspects of my life in Tokyo. I have struggles. I struggle for my work, my passions, my hobbies… I need social interactions with friends and family…
I come across to the idea of the being abroad. I can see how it clouds everything I have, live and going through.
Once I moved to Tokyo, for some I have become a hallucination, or a hologram of a person who used to have a normal life, but who now have everything. 

Everyone thinks that
I am super happy since I live abroad.
I am super healthy since I live abroad
I am extremely successful since I live abroad.
I am super comfortable since I live abroad.
I am super rich since I live abroad
I have a perfect, most fantastic social life since I live abroad.

And sadly, people think that I possess all of the superlatives and lifestyles, just by living abroad.
I don’t have a perfect life with all those superlatives. To be honest, I don’t even have one of them above.
This is the popular fallacy of many people in my world.
I have a life
I only live my life
And it is a simple life.  I go home do the dishes, and laundry…

Cheers, simply
Ece